THANK YOU MY OWN JESUS

lORD I THANK U FOR THIS DAY.LORD YOU BLESSED ME WITH LOTS OF GOOD THING THIS DAY.ANY WAY I THANK U FOR HELPING ME TO UP DATE THIS BLOG.Lord to day I am so happy and so calm.YOU HELPED ME THIS DAY TO BE IN SO SERENE MOOD .I THANK YOU MY LORD AND GOD .MY JEUS ..I LOVE YOU DEAR ,,,DEAR I LOVE YOU...YOU ARE MY LOVE ......PLEASE BE WITH ME ALL WAYS.... KABHI ALVIDHA NA KAHENA, MERA PYARA JESUS...... APUN SIRF AAP KA HE..
MERA ZINDAGI BHI AAPAKA HE ,,,,,,,,,,,, sirf thera ,sirf there liye .... aaap ka jeril ,bye for now

DIL KI RANG

mera zindagi,
iska kya rang hem?
rang dene ko koyi,
lal phool nahim hem...

le kin neela aasman
mera dil ka drwaja hem,
esmem bahuth chidiya
pyar ki phool le ke aate hemn......

mera dil khoob soorat phool
ki bagh hem, ein mem,se,.....
meme ne, ek ko churaliyega,,
mera zindagi ka naya rang!!!!

chotti,chotti ,zindagi mem bhi, bade bade bathem hothe rahathe hemn,,,,
apun kisi ko tension nahim detha hem,ki si se nahim lethabhi nahim...
muskurao,yeh zindagi ko de khe muskurao.,,,,,,,,
hum kisise kam nahim, jesu massiha he hamare sath.............

I NEED AN OPEN HEART

In the gospel of John chapter 6 we read about the multplication of five loaves of bread and two fish.There I noticed a sentence that says people were gathered around Jesus because He was healing the people and doing miracles.In this particular occassion ,Jesus, even before any kind of teaching ,by seeing the crowd wanted to give food for them.Here asking qustions about, how to feed the people, to his disciples He was testing their faith in Him.
Any way Jesus multiplied the bread loaves to many thousand and fed them. This made the people to say that Jesus is the real Messiah the one for whom the world is waiting to come and save it.Mean while the disciples went back to the other side of the shore and Jesus went up to the hill for prayer.While the disciples were sailing to the other side of the shore ,the sea got disturbed and heavy wind was blowing on the sea.Then suddenly they saw Jesus was walking on the sea and coming to them.He said'' DONT BE AFRAID''. They wanted him to be in the boat.At that moment the boat reached in the desired shore.
Yes here in that dangerous situation they could see Jesus there,so they desired Him to be with them. They could see that Jesus was above the universal rules.
All these people and the disciples at last negated Jesus when He was in trouble.Why because no one could undersatnd Him,no one could realise the real purpose of Jesus .The purpose is that to redeem the world, and give eternal life those who believe in Him.Now I feel most of the time ,I too am like these people.When in the problems of life I all ways blessed by the God but later I often dont stand with God rather I seek my plans and desires.I walk away from the real plan of God and His wishes.There I negate Jesus and becoming like the mere crowd .
yes God I ask u to bless me to have an opene eye so that I can see you in my life all ways., Lord I beg you to give me open heart so that I can understand you and become your reall follower .thank you..... u ..r jereil ... amen

FADING TIME

small are not mere one,
grate are not dear one,
my life is so humble one,
I will sit and watch it for every one.........

seasons of love,
seasons of caress,and
seasons of sorrow are
reasons of life........

paining heart pleads ,solace,
praying heart sows solace,
the calm mind reap solace,,,
calm ,quite soul is my palace.........

Life like vanishing cloud,
The fading youth,
Changing thought'
Make rock for God..............

THE CONFUSING GOD

Today as I read the chapter of luke-1 ,my eyes were hooked on the itroducing scene of Mother mary .There Gabriel'' the angel wished Mary ,by hearing this words of God ,Mary became so frustrated and she was thinking on the meaning of this word in her life.She was confused and disturbed.Again Gabriel fortolded what was going to happen with mary in the near by future, that was her pregenency of Jesus and was about Jesus mission.Then Mary asked how it would happen in her life?She didnt know her man.Here she asked qustion to God.
I think some times we too are like this ,when we hear the word of God in our lives.We may wonder about some words of God which comes to our lives, it may happen when we going through the Bible,or when we hear the sharing of word of God,or from some persons,what ever may be,that really haunt us .As an example, some years back I was so disturbed with Luke 12-15.That made me to think on my life.At first I did not understand the meaning of this message.This word of God really changed my views about life and its meaning, and this word led me to another aspect of life ,the real life,that is the life with God or for God.But at first I was so confused and was not ready to accept that call,and later as time passed I changed .
Like this some times the word of God may give disturbance to us ,and that is not at all a mere disturbance rather its Gods intervention in our lives
When I understood the meaning of that call I asked God, that" how can I live like this?' "Am I able to live as you wish in this modern world?'' I didnt get any answer but later I came to know that with out my knwledge my mind was changing and I my self found I was so strong enough to follow that call.Here Mary also asked God how every thing happens?Then Gabriel gave the answer that'' the power of God will come over you.''
This is the answer for all our qeustions.Yes God will pour out his spirit over us and He will make use of us .We no need to think on,how ,when ,what and so on.......
In the next when we filled with the power of God we defenitely consume Jesus in our womb of faith.When we concieve Jesus in us , others will defenitely feel, the presence of Gods spirit whern we are near to them, as it happened to Elizabeth when she met Mother Mary.
So wellcome all the disturbance over the word of God and be blessed and we can give birth to Jesus in all sphere of this life.
Lord I thank u for this thought, after some days you helped me to write.I know my God you are so good and so loyal to me.I am lacking words to express my gratitude to you. I know, no language is sufficint for glorify you my God and amy saviour.l thank you ,lord Jesus u r jeril ...amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE HUMAN GOD

This day I just thought about why God took the form of man and came to this world?.God could have to receive other form and save this world.For God every thing is possible but God just chose a human body to manifest in this world. I feel again that if God appeared in the form of some mighty creatures ,or lightening ot thunder or any other unusual form ,men do not go to God. We know human being is having fear of super natural powers, and so defenitely the unusual form of God will make cause fear in the heart of men.So by opting the form of man God was conveying the message ,that he is not the matter of fear rather the matter of understanding and love.I think only one man can understand other,like only one man can console other man.So the God in the form of pure man is, very much approachable to the human being with out any fear, because the God is one among them,very much understanding,very much loving.
Here God proclaim that He is ready to console in our miseries,He really understands us.I think normally one man does not fear to approach another man.Again here God inviting the entire human being to him, by accepting the body of man to manifest in this world.I feel that God want to express that He is one among us ,who knows all our life situations and our difficultese.He says that He is the real God who really aware of the life of every man and woman, in all the aspect of the life in this world.So we can go to Him and take refuge in Him.Thnk u Lord for understanding me and loving me.Lord help me to take refuge in you all ways..... u r jeril........amen............

MY OWN GOD

I am back again to my blog. I was in the college at Trichy for my admission and higher studies.Around 10, day's back I left the home and went to the college.I was so excited of my studies and campus life.I was on the verge of my new life.I was so thrilled because God was fullfilling his promises to me .Eight years back in 2000 He promised me about my admission in a college. He fortold me that ,'' I would study again and He will give me admission''.
I reached in the college with all amy dreams and expectations and I was so happy.When I reached there the college officials told me to wait for few days because there were no students joined for the course and they were expecting some more students.
After some days some of the teachers and students told me that ,my cindition wasso crytical and better was to find admission in another college.They again reminded me that, the fees which I paid there might not refund by the college .Here I was facing the big test of God in my life.I told every one that ,My God had a particular plan for me and He would not leave me alone.Eventhough I held on to Christ ,my intellectual thought was start to create doubt in my mind but the power of faith took controle of my intellectual thought and I could smile at my admission problem.I just read the Bible and I got the message Joshua 1-5.the content of that verses is that,He will be with me as He was with Moses.Any way I met the principal of the college and explained to him my situations and He assured the refund of the fees which I paid and an admission in another college.In the history of that college no one got back the paid fees but, I.Then I enquired in another college and I got dmission there and my class mates are priests ,foreign students,and the department is so good,the fees is very nominal, there I CANlearn new languages and can develope my language.Becides that there is a good church ,near to my place and I can go for work to earn while study.a very good place i got to study and live.thank u lord.
I never knew about this college and I was about to join in anothercollege,the previous college officials suggested but on the day of joining,some ofthe students of my previous college came to me and suggested this college and I took it as the word of God .So I have chosen that college besisdes that the name of collge is the CHRIST THE KING.
Last week I wrote about the problems of the man who trusts in the God .I wrote that a God fearing man never have problems because for him all that kinds of moments are the chances to see the great deeds of God in his life and that enable him to deepen his faith in God.Now I realised that what I write here God wants me to practise.Last few days he made me to practise it.and I know God only gave me admission in that college.Lord GOD I thank you for every thing and full filling your promises.Lord i love you. I love you.ur jeril amen.

THE CHANGING GOD

I heared people say that God never change .He is as still as a rock,so strong as iron,and not movable as a mountain and God is same today,tomorrow and yesterday. God never cahnges.Yes our Lord is very strong and powerful.I just thought about our God and I just had some thoughts which I would like to sow here.
I say that God is changing.i say that my God changes.Yes I have a God who changes his heart before his loving one's pleads.So I proclaim that my God is not stable in his descisions ,and he may change when pressure comes on him.
In ISAIAH 38-we read,the God asked to Isaiah, to tell the king Hezekiah ,to get ready for his death.God said that the king would die.When Hezekiah heared this he turned his face to the wall and prayed to GOD and beagn to cry bitterly.Then the Lord commnaded the prophet to go back to the king and say to him,'' I the LORD ,have heard your prayer and seen your tears so I will let you live 15 years longer.
In Genesis chapter -18-we see that Abrahm pleads for Sodom ,there he bargaining to God,for the reduction of required number of good people in order to save from the Gods destruction.Abraham could reduce the number of good people required from 50 to 10 to save the city and here God really agreed Abraham's plan and HE changed HIS plan for Sodom , but in contrast God could not find at least ten innocent people in that city,in order to avoid the inevitable destruction which planned for that city.

Again in Mark-7- we read about the faith of a gentile woman,she begged JESUS to cast out the evil spirit from his daughter, but JESUS replied that it was not right to to take the children's food and throw it to the dogs''.The woman again gave the apt answer for Lord's opinion like ,even the dogs under the table eat the children's left overs.I feel that Jesus really crashed in front of her deep faith in Him. I know there are lots of explanation for this incident, but here I say what I feel on this time.Here JESUS changed HIS first descision and granted her what she desired.
Yes it is damn sure that my God is a changing God.As the warmth of sun melt the ice, the warmth of my tears will melt the heart of God,then he will change it for me.As the burning fire tender the hard iron, the fire of prayer will alter his stable plan and change it for me.As the destroying storms blocked by the big and high mountain,the storm of His anger to wards me can stop by the mountain faith in Him. So I believe that ,our tears ,our prayer,and our faith in GOD can cahange our God.Yes my God is a changing God and HE has a tender heart.Yes Lord here I am ,be with me and allways allow me to change you.thank u Lord u r jeril. amen.

THE LIVING TABERNACLE OF GOD

Yes we called as the living tabernacle or the living temple of God.So we should be holy and pure since we are a temple.
I had some thought in my mind that, if a person is a temple ,then what significant characteristics can find in him from others.
We know a temple is a place where its doors are all ways open for any one, that all can depend on it or can enter in it.Here the living temple of God should be open to all ,at any time ,irrespective of their personal qualities ,behaviour ,attitudes and habits and all can take refuge in him in their time of miseries and ambiguous life situations.He should open the doors of his heart and the windows of understanding for welcome others.

Again in the church or in the temple we feel the real presence of the Mighty God.This gives us new strength,multiplies the zeal to live, and enabling us to stand in the valley of troubles.So a person of God should be a man of encouragement and,a man of support.Who ever comes him will feel the presence of God in him.He should radiate the rays of encouragement and light of hope flows from the God to the people.So the living tabernacle of God should be a life building man,should be constructive ,not a destructive man.

Then in temple ,people pour out their heart to the Lord, because they know that ,theLord is listening them.So it is a place of listening.They feel relieved after sharing everything to God and later they can be happy and peacefull in their lives.If a man is a living temple of God ,he should be a good listener and besides he should keep secrets as secrets all ways, because we share every thing to God ,that we know ,God do not reveal any thing to any one.Yes we can trust him.So living tabernacle of God should be a good listener and trust worthy.

A temple is a place for worship,a place for prayer, a place for thanks giving and a place for repentance.Being the living temple of God, every one should be a man of prayer.Worship the lord with the entire heart with the maximum strength and
offer the Lord millions of bouquets of thanks giving.The living tabernacle of God should wash ,the alter of his heart with the tears which fall down from the ,clear eyes of true repentance.
The temple is a place ,where daily offering and sacrifices perform for the Good of people and, people recieves graces and blessing through the sacrifices.So a living temple of God should allow to take place sacrifices in his daily life as daily offerings of God for the good of others.This clearly tells us that the man of God should not grind his teeth, when he faces miseries of life, rather accept all the miseries as the offerings for God.
Again in the temple we see the exposed Jesus ,the real living God.Wecan see him there in the form of holy ghost and
we can experince his warmth of love and so a man of God should expose Jesus in all his daily activites and should spread and radiate the warmth of Jesus's love to others.His deeds should communicate that he is a true christian and he should live only to give glory to God the father.
Dear mamma mary. I dont know how can I practise what I have just written here.Please teach me to become a true living tabernacle of God.Hold my hand as u held the hand of Jesus.amen ur jeril

THE CHAMPION OF THE LIFE

I just thought about to have a successful life and I found the basic principle of successful life, that is none other than, the complete dedication of one's life to God.In Genesis chapter 39-2-says that ''the Lord was with Joseph and made him successful'' and in 21 we can read that ''the Lord was with Joseph and blessed him,again in the 23rd sentence we read that ''the Lord was with Joseph and made him succeed in everything he did''.It is clear that God can only stay with a person who truly loves HIM ,than the person himself.God will bless a person who blindly trust HIM and offers Him everything including his life.
Joseph was a person ,who trusted and loved the God ,with all his might.He never stood against God ,inspite of all his hardship which he faced in his life.But one question arised in my mind that'' how could Joseph stood with God in all his life?''
I could see some reason for his endurence in God.One of my friends all ways says that'' every one has reasons '' so Joseph also might have reason to endure in the love of God.Being the son of Jacob ,Joseph defenitely got enough knowledge on God and His mighty power and fatherly love and from child hood onwards he developed a devotion to the the mighty God.When he was thrown to the well by his brothers he might have thought that he would die and he might pray to God to save his life ,by the time one group of merchants reached there and Joseph was sold to them.I think there Joseph realised the power of prayer, or Gods ways of act,that gave him a great boost to hold on the prayer and in God.Again when he resolded to the potiphar ,Joseph saw how God made his life so easy,there he was not at all a slave but a supervisor and this made him convince that God is with him ,the real mighty God of Israel.He was aware that the God is alive and no one can hide from Him.So Joseph might share his desires of heart with God and might practise a life of prayer by this he could filled more in holy spirit and guided by God and he became much stronger spiritually.That is why he could resist the tempting moment with potiphers wife.As an young man I know it is all most impossible to get away from that kind of occassins.Here a woman forcing a man to have sex with her.There we read in the Bible that she was asking Joseph for sex for long time and that day there was no servants in that house .I feel that she knowingly made all other servants to be absent so that she would get Joseph alone to practise her plan.
Any way the strong Joseph stood with God. WOW,OH GREATstrength Joseph had.I am envy to Joseph.How can I become like this.
Again in the prison ,from a son to a slave ,then a slave to a prisoner,josephs life was blessed by GOD.How this world can say that his life is a blessing or God is with him .No one could say that but Joseph could ,because he was a man of prayer ,that gave him insights which helped him to understand the plan and ways of God in his day to day life.As we know a reall prayerful man is filled with Holy spirit and he should have the gifts and fruits of spirit,so he can see Gods hands every where .When he has a problem he doesnt bother the problem because he has no problem at all.There are no word problem in his dictionary.But for others every thing is a problem, but for a person of God every problem is a chance to see wonderful ways of God to over come it, thus it is an occassion for gloryfying the God.Many times I heard people say that they like adventures life or adventure .For me I feel that the most adventure thing is to believe God blindly and do not anxious about the next moment of life.We all are one way or other having thoughts of tomorrow and we actually do not think of present.But a person of GOD never anxious about his future, in contrast he will be so sure about his future.So he will be so peaceful and happy all ways . Whatever may be the life situations he will enjoy the life and its beauty.
In the prison Joseph enjoyed his life and he was a blessing for other prisoners.Being a person of God he was a man of love,understanding,compassion and support besides these he was a good listener.So for the long 11or 12 years the prisoners blessed by the God through Joseph.He could radiate the light of God in darken life of the prisoners .In that hard life Joseph saw the training of God .Around 10 years Joseph spent in the jail and he was administrating the prison activities.He learned that how to deal with diffrent persons,the authorities, and what to do in the emergency occassions.I think this jail term made Joseph later a great ruler .11 years of his suffering really became a blessing for egypth and his people.
Yes Jesus died for us, and Joseph suffered for them.
A person who lost his 12 yrs in the prison at his teen age dont get a chance to succeed in his life because his education ,carrier and social status is formes in that time.For the world it is impossible to make him a successful person but GOD can.HE did it through Joseph at the ancient time and through many men who took great faith in God at the presnt time.
At last he became the Governor of the Egypth.The most susccessful person in the history of Israel.He didnt have schooling,He was not a master in martial arts,he didnt have a masters degree ,he was not a writer and he only had the blind love and trust in OUR LORD and GOD. That made him the successful one.
MY THEORY IS ''THE SUCCESS OF LIFE IS THE TRUE DEVOTION TO THE GOD OUR LORD''. Thank u lord.
Lord make me like Joseph and give me the real devotion to you so that I can have a successful life on the earth. u r jeril amen
JEUS I LOVE YOU.

THE SLEEPING CHILD

SAT TOGETHER IN THE PRAYER
AND I SHARED THE MELODIES
AND AGONIES OF MY LIFE

THEN HE KEPT HIS RIGHT
ARM ON MY SHOULDER
AND GAVE ME A BRIGHT SMILE

HE LOOKED ON MY EYES, WITH
A MEEK VOICE ,HE UTTERED ME
''MY CHILD,MY CHILD YOU ARE MINE''

SOON I FELT ,A SWEET SMELLING
BREEZE SURROUNDING ME WITH THE
HEAVELY MUSIC SYMPHONY,

THEN I SAW ,I BECAME A CHILD
SLEEPING IN HIS BOSOM WITH
CALM,QUITE AND LIGHT HEART

NOW I WOKE UP FROM THE SLEEP
AND I SAID TO HIM ,''YOU ARE MY
LIFE ,LIGHT ,WAY AND TRUTH.