JENY MY GUARDIAN ANGEL

I named my guardian angel JENY. JENY is the short form of my name jeril antony.I took first and last two letters from my name and gave him the name.I just thought that my name represnts my entire individuality and giving guard to my name means giving protection to my entire personality.So JENY my guardian angel guards me all ways.He protects me from birth to death .His name represnts my entire personality and he is for me.
From my childhood onwards i had a desire to see my guardian angel.I wished to play with him and want to be helped by him during my studies.I used to pray to JENY for his apparition.As time went I just droped the desire for his vision.
I never stopped to pray to him.Reasonly I left out for a
distant journey and I prayed agin to JENY and remembered Tobias and Angel Raphael.I really wished my JENY's presence at that time.I dreamed abt his face ,a handsome angel with golden hair, wearing very bright white dress with a nice fragarnt.
Any way I started my journey and i was thinking about how can I spot the place which is not known for me and I knew the language also different.Then again I thought about my JENNY and wanted to had his physical presnce .I dreamed that he was sitting near to me.I wanted to breath his nice fragrance but I smelt a different smell .I got the smell of pure local liquor.
When i opened my eyes I saw a man wearing dirty clothes and his eyes were red ,hair was not groomed and he was blabbering many things.The smell of the liquor was very much enoug to kill my peace on my journey.
I was struggling and then some thoughts came to me,and i asked JENNY wh y u didnt come to me and let this man to sit near to me.Any way I asked some qustion like this t o him and I didnt get any answer.
I was confused about the place where I was going.So I asked many men about the place and the correct spot ,when the bus stoped for a while,but no one can give me the proper answer.Again I thought about my guardian angel.Suddenly the man one who was sitting near to me came and said to me that he knew the place.
Again I said to JENNY dont play with me because this drunkard may lead me to a trap.Any way our bus started to move and he wsa asking so many qustions.He told me again that he know the place and he would help to reach there.I didnt say any thing.
At last we reached the last stop.I thought a while about my destiny.Suddenly that man Came and took my hand and hired a taxi for me and said to the driver the exact place.Then again he told me that he too coming with me.and I asked him where you wanted to go and he said that he didnt want to go any where.
We started again in taxi and at last we reached there.When the taxi driver asked fare he started to shout at him and said dont try to cheat others .SO the driver didnt take money as he demand first.He charged only the right fare.
That man showed me the office where I suppose to go and he went back in the same taxi.I thanked him ,then told me only a word that "this is my duty".As soon as he finished the word the car started to move.
I really freezed because i saw my guardian angel there.What I thought about him was wrong .He changed my views about the people.
Now my jeny is a drunkard .He is having a smell of liquor.
Heis wearing a dirty torn shirt.His hair is not combed well. His face is dark and not shaven.
Jenny i am sorry now I undrstand that many times u heared my prayer and came to see me but I didnt recognize you.Sorry,sorry,
But now jeny Ican see you every where in my life.As i leve now to chidambaram I know you will be with me .
thank you Jeny .
lord help me to see your face in everuy one so that I can see you whenever i see other people.thank you lord.
JENY i am leaving to chidambaram please come with me and guard me in my ways. yur jeril. amen