Last day I was chatting with one of my friends ,her name is Maggie.m.We shared many things about life and our faith.We all know that many are using chatting room to play with people.But I didnt feel that she was playing with me. Any way she didnt share her full name with me.That made me a little confused that, was she playing with me? I felt bad in my heart for a while.But again she shared many things and I understood that she was genuine in her talk.
But this confusion made me to think again and I found that I had no wright on demanding loyalty from her because I just dont know her personnally and I didnt do any good thing for her life,then how can I expect genuinity and loyalty from her.What I did is that I just demanded loyalty but I was not worthy and I got annoyed and disturbed without having any reason.
Here I am with out any proper reason got annoyed of a simple misunderstanding with an un known person,then how much people discouraged with the miscommunication of the people we really know and love.
Exspecially with the most loved one is so pain full and heart breaking.Ok,now I think how much I gave to blow to my God.I was not loyal to him completely.I never gave him a really thank full heart and actually he is the only one reason ,now I am here.And you ,after all my blow he is so kind hearted to me,he never questioned me ,never stopped his blessing upon me and never critisized me.But I am being nothing to that friend simply got misunderstanding with her.I know how much blind I am,?How much I am demanding from others?Lord I dont know when I am going to change?please help me Jesus,Make me a good humanbeing.Please be with me oh Christ.u r jeril amen
Thank you MAGGIE 4 ur sharing. I know you didnt play with me. God really used you to make me to think. THANK YOU MY FRIEND OF PHILIPINES.In mamma mary .u r frnd .JERIL
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