I think I am blind and I am so dark in my heart and so adament in understanding others.Why I feel like this is that I never obeyed my Jesus completely.When I check all the personal messge that I got from HIM ,I understood that 95% of his demands I took lightly and didnt give importance .How ever I appreciate and waits for his promises to ful fills, but not abut the things HE wants me to do.
To day as I sat in adoration JESUS reminded me ,that besides a loving heart he needs an obeying heart from me.Yes I do love my God but I am lacking in obeying him in all the aspects.I turned all his demands in to my own way or my own desires.As an example HE told me that ''dont go to bed at late time rather go early.''BUt when I have some work and if when I am on line at night I dont care His message for me and I plan in my way.Here I am simply consider God is subordinate to me and also I think I can deal with GOD. My God I never give you respect as God.I did not think about your Mighty power and I forgot that you are God. I considered you only like one of servants or my colleague.
Today I decided that I WILL OBEY YOU completely,sl ord help me to obey you with out taking account on my plan and desires of life.please lord change me and bless me . your jeril amen
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