Influencing Me

God you know that I am always like the air...My God you know this air influenced by the situations and lose its dignity. As air pass through rotten body it accept the molecules of the rotten body and spread its foul smell all the area.And the same air if pass near by flowers like jasmine it accepts,its sweet smelling fragrance molecules and spread over the area....
  Oh my Lord ,my character also was just like this air.Many of a time my life also be influence by the external situations very adversely and also enjoyably .My mind was disturbed by others opinion about me and their  activities also.I was also taken up by their good words and kind deeds towards me.

This really tells us that I was influenced by others attitude and actions.Most often my emotions went unbalanced out of the influence of others presence.This in turn lead my behaviour in to conflicts.As a result I lost peace of mind and happiness and developed stress every where.At last I lost my own nature.

But Lord I thank you so much ,for your timely help.Holy Spirit helped me to be strong enough and now oh Lord, You Made my forehead so tough against the situations of the life. The Spirit instilled in me the ability in me to be stable in all kind of situations of life.So I am always calm and quite....

Thank you my dear lord for being with me..I really love My God Holy Spirit.....I know he is the one who  teaches me. u r Jeril Antony....