THANK YOU MY OWN JESUS

lORD I THANK U FOR THIS DAY.LORD YOU BLESSED ME WITH LOTS OF GOOD THING THIS DAY.ANY WAY I THANK U FOR HELPING ME TO UP DATE THIS BLOG.Lord to day I am so happy and so calm.YOU HELPED ME THIS DAY TO BE IN SO SERENE MOOD .I THANK YOU MY LORD AND GOD .MY JEUS ..I LOVE YOU DEAR ,,,DEAR I LOVE YOU...YOU ARE MY LOVE ......PLEASE BE WITH ME ALL WAYS.... KABHI ALVIDHA NA KAHENA, MERA PYARA JESUS...... APUN SIRF AAP KA HE..
MERA ZINDAGI BHI AAPAKA HE ,,,,,,,,,,,, sirf thera ,sirf there liye .... aaap ka jeril ,bye for now

DIL KI RANG

mera zindagi,
iska kya rang hem?
rang dene ko koyi,
lal phool nahim hem...

le kin neela aasman
mera dil ka drwaja hem,
esmem bahuth chidiya
pyar ki phool le ke aate hemn......

mera dil khoob soorat phool
ki bagh hem, ein mem,se,.....
meme ne, ek ko churaliyega,,
mera zindagi ka naya rang!!!!

chotti,chotti ,zindagi mem bhi, bade bade bathem hothe rahathe hemn,,,,
apun kisi ko tension nahim detha hem,ki si se nahim lethabhi nahim...
muskurao,yeh zindagi ko de khe muskurao.,,,,,,,,
hum kisise kam nahim, jesu massiha he hamare sath.............

I NEED AN OPEN HEART

In the gospel of John chapter 6 we read about the multplication of five loaves of bread and two fish.There I noticed a sentence that says people were gathered around Jesus because He was healing the people and doing miracles.In this particular occassion ,Jesus, even before any kind of teaching ,by seeing the crowd wanted to give food for them.Here asking qustions about, how to feed the people, to his disciples He was testing their faith in Him.
Any way Jesus multiplied the bread loaves to many thousand and fed them. This made the people to say that Jesus is the real Messiah the one for whom the world is waiting to come and save it.Mean while the disciples went back to the other side of the shore and Jesus went up to the hill for prayer.While the disciples were sailing to the other side of the shore ,the sea got disturbed and heavy wind was blowing on the sea.Then suddenly they saw Jesus was walking on the sea and coming to them.He said'' DONT BE AFRAID''. They wanted him to be in the boat.At that moment the boat reached in the desired shore.
Yes here in that dangerous situation they could see Jesus there,so they desired Him to be with them. They could see that Jesus was above the universal rules.
All these people and the disciples at last negated Jesus when He was in trouble.Why because no one could undersatnd Him,no one could realise the real purpose of Jesus .The purpose is that to redeem the world, and give eternal life those who believe in Him.Now I feel most of the time ,I too am like these people.When in the problems of life I all ways blessed by the God but later I often dont stand with God rather I seek my plans and desires.I walk away from the real plan of God and His wishes.There I negate Jesus and becoming like the mere crowd .
yes God I ask u to bless me to have an opene eye so that I can see you in my life all ways., Lord I beg you to give me open heart so that I can understand you and become your reall follower .thank you..... u ..r jereil ... amen

FADING TIME

small are not mere one,
grate are not dear one,
my life is so humble one,
I will sit and watch it for every one.........

seasons of love,
seasons of caress,and
seasons of sorrow are
reasons of life........

paining heart pleads ,solace,
praying heart sows solace,
the calm mind reap solace,,,
calm ,quite soul is my palace.........

Life like vanishing cloud,
The fading youth,
Changing thought'
Make rock for God..............

THE CONFUSING GOD

Today as I read the chapter of luke-1 ,my eyes were hooked on the itroducing scene of Mother mary .There Gabriel'' the angel wished Mary ,by hearing this words of God ,Mary became so frustrated and she was thinking on the meaning of this word in her life.She was confused and disturbed.Again Gabriel fortolded what was going to happen with mary in the near by future, that was her pregenency of Jesus and was about Jesus mission.Then Mary asked how it would happen in her life?She didnt know her man.Here she asked qustion to God.
I think some times we too are like this ,when we hear the word of God in our lives.We may wonder about some words of God which comes to our lives, it may happen when we going through the Bible,or when we hear the sharing of word of God,or from some persons,what ever may be,that really haunt us .As an example, some years back I was so disturbed with Luke 12-15.That made me to think on my life.At first I did not understand the meaning of this message.This word of God really changed my views about life and its meaning, and this word led me to another aspect of life ,the real life,that is the life with God or for God.But at first I was so confused and was not ready to accept that call,and later as time passed I changed .
Like this some times the word of God may give disturbance to us ,and that is not at all a mere disturbance rather its Gods intervention in our lives
When I understood the meaning of that call I asked God, that" how can I live like this?' "Am I able to live as you wish in this modern world?'' I didnt get any answer but later I came to know that with out my knwledge my mind was changing and I my self found I was so strong enough to follow that call.Here Mary also asked God how every thing happens?Then Gabriel gave the answer that'' the power of God will come over you.''
This is the answer for all our qeustions.Yes God will pour out his spirit over us and He will make use of us .We no need to think on,how ,when ,what and so on.......
In the next when we filled with the power of God we defenitely consume Jesus in our womb of faith.When we concieve Jesus in us , others will defenitely feel, the presence of Gods spirit whern we are near to them, as it happened to Elizabeth when she met Mother Mary.
So wellcome all the disturbance over the word of God and be blessed and we can give birth to Jesus in all sphere of this life.
Lord I thank u for this thought, after some days you helped me to write.I know my God you are so good and so loyal to me.I am lacking words to express my gratitude to you. I know, no language is sufficint for glorify you my God and amy saviour.l thank you ,lord Jesus u r jeril ...amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE HUMAN GOD

This day I just thought about why God took the form of man and came to this world?.God could have to receive other form and save this world.For God every thing is possible but God just chose a human body to manifest in this world. I feel again that if God appeared in the form of some mighty creatures ,or lightening ot thunder or any other unusual form ,men do not go to God. We know human being is having fear of super natural powers, and so defenitely the unusual form of God will make cause fear in the heart of men.So by opting the form of man God was conveying the message ,that he is not the matter of fear rather the matter of understanding and love.I think only one man can understand other,like only one man can console other man.So the God in the form of pure man is, very much approachable to the human being with out any fear, because the God is one among them,very much understanding,very much loving.
Here God proclaim that He is ready to console in our miseries,He really understands us.I think normally one man does not fear to approach another man.Again here God inviting the entire human being to him, by accepting the body of man to manifest in this world.I feel that God want to express that He is one among us ,who knows all our life situations and our difficultese.He says that He is the real God who really aware of the life of every man and woman, in all the aspect of the life in this world.So we can go to Him and take refuge in Him.Thnk u Lord for understanding me and loving me.Lord help me to take refuge in you all ways..... u r jeril........amen............

MY OWN GOD

I am back again to my blog. I was in the college at Trichy for my admission and higher studies.Around 10, day's back I left the home and went to the college.I was so excited of my studies and campus life.I was on the verge of my new life.I was so thrilled because God was fullfilling his promises to me .Eight years back in 2000 He promised me about my admission in a college. He fortold me that ,'' I would study again and He will give me admission''.
I reached in the college with all amy dreams and expectations and I was so happy.When I reached there the college officials told me to wait for few days because there were no students joined for the course and they were expecting some more students.
After some days some of the teachers and students told me that ,my cindition wasso crytical and better was to find admission in another college.They again reminded me that, the fees which I paid there might not refund by the college .Here I was facing the big test of God in my life.I told every one that ,My God had a particular plan for me and He would not leave me alone.Eventhough I held on to Christ ,my intellectual thought was start to create doubt in my mind but the power of faith took controle of my intellectual thought and I could smile at my admission problem.I just read the Bible and I got the message Joshua 1-5.the content of that verses is that,He will be with me as He was with Moses.Any way I met the principal of the college and explained to him my situations and He assured the refund of the fees which I paid and an admission in another college.In the history of that college no one got back the paid fees but, I.Then I enquired in another college and I got dmission there and my class mates are priests ,foreign students,and the department is so good,the fees is very nominal, there I CANlearn new languages and can develope my language.Becides that there is a good church ,near to my place and I can go for work to earn while study.a very good place i got to study and live.thank u lord.
I never knew about this college and I was about to join in anothercollege,the previous college officials suggested but on the day of joining,some ofthe students of my previous college came to me and suggested this college and I took it as the word of God .So I have chosen that college besisdes that the name of collge is the CHRIST THE KING.
Last week I wrote about the problems of the man who trusts in the God .I wrote that a God fearing man never have problems because for him all that kinds of moments are the chances to see the great deeds of God in his life and that enable him to deepen his faith in God.Now I realised that what I write here God wants me to practise.Last few days he made me to practise it.and I know God only gave me admission in that college.Lord GOD I thank you for every thing and full filling your promises.Lord i love you. I love you.ur jeril amen.