HERE I AM

Gazing at the distant mountain,my mind was,running behind

its,lost controle of thoughts.Tthis time I was just digging the treasure

of my memmories.There I could find some of the weared blured scenes of

my loving child hood heart.

Yes my heart was filled with love.Love to wards every one and

every where.But when I growned up I changed.My heart became so tenderd.

As time crossed my heart transformed to mirror.I was simply refelecting what

in front of me.At that age I was confused of my dignity.I wanted to become a

revolutionary.

There I met ,the one who crushed the mirror heart of mine ,the real

revolutoinary.He melted the heavy load of my anxieties and put that in to the

mold of confidence and give me back, a heart of tranquillity.


He thrashed away the closed door of my cold,darken soul and lit there

the lamp of spirit,which luminous my dark soul.That man,smashed away the thick

wall of hatred which covered my heart from ,the rays of love,that flows from the

ever living fountain of life and I could experince warmthness of love in my heart.


I just gazed at again the distant mountain and sat back.I cuold see the blossoming

roses on the sides of mountain.just like my heart ,which filed with love.Again I was keen to

notice that flowers,I saw a stream of blood, watering those flowers.


The disturbed mind again enquired the origin of the stream.That was from

the bottom of a raised and fixed logs.Those logs kept in cross.Drops of blood were shedding

down from the logs.I raised my curious eyes to top ,then I found the revolutionary ,one who transformed


me was hanging and shattered on it .He was pouring out his blood and that became a stream.That stream,

water the roses ,THE ROSES OF LOVE.

He made my heart to a divine alter.He kept the roses of love in my heart with his pierced

hand.Washed my herat in the stream of his blood and filled it with thae fragrance of the roses of love.

tHEN HE INVITED ME TO THE MOUNTAIN. wHERE I CAN BE WITH HIM ONLY.

When I reached there He told me "I AM THE WAY,THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE''.


sO I SAID "Lord, Here I am"

CATHARSIS

SALUT! CA VA?
My GOD after a long gap
Iam just back again to my blog.
Lord I thank you for 2008 .Lord god .
I am so happy and content with my life.

My own lord last year nov 18th I cannot forget.
You came to me.Tangibly I experienced you.
In this so called techno time you came to me.
I could experince you in my body.
You allowed me to feel the power of u r precious blood on that day.
again my lord, on 19 th you reveald your self to me,in holy communion.
on 20 th you pour out your holy spirit on me,
a power that is like 240 volt electric supply.

MY body became featherlike light and cotton like soft.That day you
were speaking through me,differnt languages,the semetic langauges.
your mother came to me and her fragrance springled on me heavenly grace.

Lord I always trust you and at last you reveald me.you made deepen my faith more.
Lord 2009 is wonderful.I do experince your spirit always in my life.
Lord all u r promises are getting ful filled.I know lord the God ofabrahm is with me,
as you were with Joseph,Moses and with St Paul.I really see YOU always.
I DONT MIND TO LOSE MY LIFE,FOR YOU,OH GOD.I will proclaim tO
THE ENTIRE WORLD
THAT YOU ARE STILL ALIVE AND YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE GOD.
I say it not from any book,I say it because not I
listen from any one, but I do experince it in my own life.
Lord I dont care what the entire world
think of me or those who read it think of me, but I do
care what you think of me.Lord I know one thing that, even though I am
a traitor still I love you my lord,...luv u...luv u....luv u.......ur
u r jeril...... amen